7 Nov 2009

Just completed my SOP, self heal and Dragon exercise.

During my GYFM, felt some static on some face and I could feel some itchness on some part of my face.

While doing the dragon exercise, when the red marble is at my throat, could feel the tightness and whole neck was was heavy and there is a force to pull my head backwards. When the red marble moved towards my heart chakra, could feel slight pain and tightness there. Felt that the marble got stuck there. Not much feel at base chakra and at the tailbone there.

When I was visualising the 5 dragons in my stomach and moving around, felt alot of pressure on my crown charkra. Head start to move in circles.

MR, Tomorrow, I am not coming to class but I have reminded all healers to come before 3pm.

 

3 Nov 2009

Today I was on sick leave as my left abdomen was cramped. The cramp is back again now Hope I am fine and be able to get back to work tomorrow. Nothing much to update … everything as per usual.

Yet to do my SOP today.. will do later at least GYFM if not the whole SOP.

 

1 Nov 2009 Sunday

Back home and showered lor Got to give DG a miss today as I need to come back to work on some slides today.

Healing Session

Today, I am the healer for Jasmine and below are some of my feel while healing her:
During scanning:
- Hands will shake slightly around her lower back
- A slightforce seems to pull my hand towards her upper right chest area and her left knee area. Felt a bit floaty and giddy when I was scanning around those areas. Don’t know how to explain that feeling also.
- While scanning her left knee and thigh area, felt a heat sudden heat on left neck/chin area. Not sure if that’s related to the scan or I am being to sweat?

Blessing the Chakra Points:
- While blessing her chankra points especially on her plams and legs, I felt 悲 and kind of heart sore.

Jasmine’s feedback:
- She felt the warm energy.
- Her right leg was shaking a fair bit when I was blessing her palms.

MR, I got a few questions:

1) How did I fair in my healing today? Which are the areas I need to improve?
2) You mention that I need to align with my soul as my soul has the urge to help others but not my physical self. I am abit confused here. You say those who can self heal themselves are aligned with their soul. So, my soul should be aligned with myself right? How should I then align my physical self with my soul?
3) If my soul wants to heal others during our 静坐, then is this considered 他力or 自力? Like you said, during 静坐 or quiet time, our soul will be more awake and our ling xing is higher.

 

26 October 2009

It’s a bone breaking Monday for me! My whole body is aching after our DG at the playground last night! My hands, legs and back muscles are aching. Really a good workout I have to apply the neck and shoulder tiger balm muscle relief before setting off to work this morning. MR – Very shiong arh!

I am still thinking of my “xia niu” strokes .. haha….

Healing Session for Ah Lian (Vivi)

1) While doing the scanning for her, my hands tend to shake around her lower back and lower tummy area. Hands also feel abit pricky when I scan her left feet.
2) So I started to dig around those areas.
3) Body will start to vibrate and hands start to shake abit when I am blessing her on her crown and third eye charkra.
4) Couldn’t concentrate well when I need to imagine white light swirling in her body. Have to try a couple of times.

Her feelings:
1) Feel that her crown chakra is throbbing and can feel energy at her feet when I am blessing her.

Recently, on and off, I will start to feel pressure on my crown chakra which I don’t usually feel that in the past. Anyway, I dont really pay much attention to that feeling. Just “fang kong” and let it be!

Wer Wer – Thanks for answering my many questions yesterday during the Tarot reading session. Some thoughts are still lingering in my mind today. I have decided not to think too hard over them as things change along with how we react to the situation.

 

21 October 2009

Hi all, it’s been a while since I last updated my blog. Nothing much exciting or interesting happened during these few weeks. As per usual, I am mostly busy with work. Felt a bit overwhelmed and my energy is running low. The only thing I am looking forward is my holidays at the end of Nov We are just 10 more weeks away from year end!! Good to look back and do a bit of self reflection.

After last Sunday class, I felt demoralised and lost. Shi Fu said a lot of things about xiu xing and I ask myself again why xiu xing?How can I help others? What have I learnt and how have I changed? Should I give up and give others who are more in need than me given the space constraint? What can I do for others next time? Do I have the ability and heart to help others? So many question marks? The more I think the more I felt lost and stress.

As I told Shi Fu at this point in time, the reason why I xiu xing is more for myself. I want the wisdom to learn how to manage my “fan nao” and be a better person. Of course to help and heal my family members and close ones. I have yet to have the thought of really going all out to help others. Shi Fu, thanks for your call and I am feeling better now.

As for my SOP, nothing unusual. Tried to do my GYFM earlier so that I don’t fall asleep. Just that when I do GYFM, sometimes don’t feel anything… very worried leh. Was thinking if no ling chi chang or is my ling is dormant? Perhpas, it’s that I did not concentrate well enough… too much wondering thoughts.

 

3 October 2009

Hello everyone, I hereby wish everyone and your family members 中秋节快乐!

Summary on my views on Thursday lesson:

Confession to the 35 Buddhas & 7 Mecidine Buddhas
A very meaningful and interesting session as this is our first time doing confessions together. Throughout the process, its not as difficult and “kin ku” as I have anticipated. I believe with the thought of sincerity and willingness to accept all punishment for all wrong doings for your past lives, you will not feel “kin ku”. After a good night sleep, when I woke up on Friday morning, now the pain started to kick in. Had some minor brusies on my knee caps, backache, muscles ache around my abdomen and right arms and feel real tired! Felt as though I just had a 10km run! Like Shifu said, all pains will gradually reduce as more sessions of confessions are being done.

动功

Had witnessed a very exciting “marshal arts” performance by a few shi xiongs in the class! Feel so lousy and exhausted after class because my dong dong failed badly. Shi fu I need to to learn how to trust my soul and coordiante with my soul. Feel stress again until I dreamt that the whole class needs to go for dong gong retreat at a bungalow at pontong pasir. We are all being split up into groups to practice dong gong. Headache yah! Then during the retreat, something happened; While I was in the toliet, I heard that shi fu and some other classmates are chanting together. Seems like someone got “disturbed by some bad/evil spirits” and Shi Fu is having a “spiritual fight” with the devil.

Think too much liao, I guess!

 

29 September 2009

5th day into the making of da bei shui. Just completed my fifith day of chanting. I was glad I made it through today as I reached home at 9 plus and started at 10pm. Tried to do my GYFM after that but really tired. Doze off again after 10 mins

So, I decided to call it a day after updating my blog.

Good night everyone!

 

27 September 2009

3rd day into making of da bei shui. Really not easy and challenging but I will continue to perserve and jia you!

Went to buy my hai qing with my sister, Vivienne, mother and brother today. So sad they do not have my size. Will need to make another trip in a few days day. My sister and Vivienne got theirs already

As for SOP, nothing unusual. Practice the red ball rotating at my chakra points before my GYFM. I can feel stronger rotating and pressure at the various chakras as I practice more. More importantly is more concentrate!!!! Felt very numb at crown and third eye charkra areas.

 

Saturday 26 Sep 2009

Yesterday was the first day into the making of Da Bei Shui! It was really very challenging and “xin ku”. It took me 1.5 hours and was kneeling doen for the entire 1.5 hrs. 6 more days to go.

Today is the first time I heal my mum. She has been feeling pain here and there and having a headache. So, I decided to try to heal her today. Did my pi jia hu sheng first and then started with my DG. I hit her from head to toe and ended off with “bai guan” jia ci.

Overall, she feel ok. Will check with her tomorrow again to see if she feel better.

 

Wednesday 16 Sep 09

Unknowningly, its the middle of week! Feeling very tired as I have been working late almost every day. Energy level is running very low!

Did my GYFM still for past 2 days even though not the complete set of SOP. Couldn’t feel much pressure like the past and always could not concentrate as well. Thoughts about work keep coming into my mind or else after 10 mins of GYFM, I will feel like dozing off Bad! Must try to stay focus.