Happy New Year!! Hope everyone had a good time over Christmas and New Year.
MR, sorry that I went missing for a couple of months. I am ashamed to say that I have not been very diligent and self disciplined in my cultivation. I did not forget or give up but lack of discipline is the key to my problem.
A summary for the last three months(Oct till Dec):
- Did GYFM at least twice a week or at most thrice a week (will feel stong force aorund hands area, moving up and doan but will try to control it, presuure mostly around third eye chakra, sometimes throat and heart)
- Self heal on and off (hitting mostly stomach area and crown and third eye chakra)
- Will walk around the house hitting walls, furniture, things
- DG will come into play during the time when I walk around the house, will jump abit here and there
- Did healing for mum on two healing sessions as she is unwell
Summary for 1 Jan till 4 Jan:
-Did GYFM daily for 30 mins (felt the usual) -Self heal for 2 days
-Self heal on 2 days
erm……….how can i help you..to make u more committed with your cultivation?
Hmmm… Very good question which I have been asking myself too! Kind of stagnant in cultivation which caused a drop in commitment? Frankly speaking, my enthusiasm about things in life gave dropped in general! Perhaps it’s the accumulated work stress which caused it! I feel rather negative about things some times, get pissed or frustrated with issues pretty easily!
Thats a big bad sign… U need a break.. A me time to really reflect upon ur self n mind